The return of the blogger

After abandoned this blog for more than half a year, i somehow decide to return to my blog.

Continueously daily renewing a blog is quite difficult for a person like me, because I don't have much to say about myself and my life which is pretty dull.

I can't say on my blog, "I have read two chapers of my text book, and had Pizza as my lunch today." That's not a blog, that's a bloody crap.

If you ever see me post something like that, strangle me immediately.
Yes, I do mean it, for I have a even lower tolerance of craps from myself.

The reason I want to return to my blog is that i found my life even duller reading those rubbish online news.

Hopefully, by posting blogs, I would spice up my life a little bit.

And in real life, i'm actually a very talktive person, like to make jokes and laughing a lot.
But I found it's scary to joke at myself when I am alone.

Sometimes, I would suddenly laugh out of blue, because of a funny thought.
And since there's no body to share with, I would explore on that thought to make it funnier and then I laugh harder.

The problem with this is that I sometimes feel I am schizophrenic.
Who would suddenly laugh out of nothing and even laugh harder after talking to himself?

And even scarier, I found the thought of being schizophrenia very schizophrenic.
It's like a schizophrenia loop -- the more Ithink I am schizophrenic the more schizophrenic I may be.

That's really scary. I haven't even learnt about schizophrenia in detail, how come I'm going to be one?

No, can't let that happen

So, I decide to talk to my blog instead of just myself.

At least, I may get some feedbacks althgout comments are rarely left.

EEEEEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

I really found myself schizophrinic.

Shouldn't write a blog at the midnight, it's bloody scary~.